Thursday, February 27, 2025

The Disappearing Crow


Yes, I've been gone again.
And, like all other of my disappearances, this one was not for enjoyment.

The short version of the story is that I got sick...very sick. Hospital-stay sick.  After an ambulance ride and a day and night in the ER, I was diagnosed with a kidney infection and sent home with medications....
 But I didn't get better.
No doubt, as the hospital called me within 24 hours and wanted me re-admitted as my tests showed a "rare strain" of bacteria which was resistant to all oral antibiotics except one.
And, given my amazing luck, it was the one and only antibiotic to which I am allergic.
As a result, I needed special antibiotics administered by IV...in the hospital.

After a week of additional testing...and me being my cranky self...they decided to insert a picc (a "peripherally inserted central catheter") in my arm so I could administer the antibiotics myself and sent me home.


I am slowly recovering.  The antibiotics were finally stopped and the picc line was removed last week.
I am still compromised - incredibly tired and weak, but I'm getting there.

I have, however, missed the past several weeks.
My house is caught midway between Christmas take-down (serves me right for procrastinating in that department) and Valentine's Day and, at most times, I am still uncertain of what day it is.


There are a dozen and a half things to catch up on, missed deadlines, and unmet expectations, but they will have to wait.
Accepting that part of "this" has been difficult.

One thing that I've neglected is replying to some of the (later) comments on my last post.
For that, I apologize; however, I was literally unable to read or process things for a while. But please know that I have since read them and my lack of a reply does not diminish their meaningfulness in any way.





20 comments:

susan hemann said...

I'm so sorry you were so ill! I'm glad you are home and moving slow. It's difficult because you want to do things mentally but cannot do physically. Especially when all you can do is sit around and think. Big hugs on that one. I was in the ER on New Years eve and admitted that night. I stayed for a few days. I'm still trying to get my energy back. You will be healthy again and in time for Spring! Garden season is upon us. I understand about not thinking straight! Isn't it awful. Honestly you have to be healthy to be old. My daughter just took down her Christmas tree. lol Well my dear, prayers to you.

Prims By The Water said...

Prayers for you to heal Robin. So very sorry you are going through all of this. You have gone through so much lately, so get better and take care of you. Just glad the doctor was able to get you an IV that works. So sorry also to hear that little crow totaled his car. Spring will be here and you will be ready to go by then. I still have some Christmas in my keeping room, so I need to tackle that this weekend too so dont feel bad. Janice

Shrimpton and Perfect said...

Oh my girl, what is the universe doing to you? So sorry to hear you've been so unwell, and your poor boy with his car. Please don't spend time worrying about the things that need attention, just get well. Nourish and nurture yourself then hopefully everything else will fall into place.

Saundra said...

Beautiful sunset! Glad you are on your way to good health and how special to see a post from you. I know, (for me) even on a good day it is hard to muster up the energy to do a blog post.

jabblog said...

So sorry to learn you have been so unwell. It seems as though the year's bad luck has been dumped on you in one load. Now, perhaps, the world will be kind to you. I hope you will be feeling stronger very soon.

Lauren said...

ET…so happy you are on the mend. The energy will return in due time. It will take time to return to “normal” (whatever that is) after your journey to hell and back 🥺
xoxo and big hugs ♥️

Anonymous said...

Oh my gosh,I am glad you are on the road to recovery. During Covid I came down with sepsis which they thought was Covid ,therefore neglected at first. Ended up in ER,then a 9 day stay in hosptal. It attacked my liver,which they drained but then I was sent home with a drain that I had to take care of for a month. In summary, I know exactly what you are going through. Wishing you good health very soon!

Anonymous said...

Above comment was from Linda in Pennsylvania

Farm Girl said...

I am so sorry, you have been really, really sick. I will be praying for you. I hope you will be able to recover quickly. I am so sorry about your sons car as well. You have certainly been through it.

Mary, Windy Meadows Farm said...

Oh my dears to chicken ears! as my kids used to say when they were little. You have had a difficult/exhausting/worrisome time. I'm so sorry to read all that's been happening - I hope right now you're resting, feet up, and drifting off to sleep. Don't give a second though to the Christmas to Valentine's Day decorating...not important at all. And don't fret about blogging or one other single thing...you just take care of you. And your son's car...he must have injuries as well?? A semi hit my husband three weeks ago...ICU, Brain & Spine Hospital, then therapy...it's overwhelming to sort all the papers/calls/etc. We'll need a new car, why can't I talk anyone into a red 1963 Chevy Nomad? Take care of yourself Robin...thinking of you, hoping you're feeling stronger, and wishing you a quick bounce back!

Maureen said...

I also am sorry to read how sick you have been and all you have been through to get better. Adding that I hope your son is okay after his car accident and that all of that process (dealing with insurance, car replacement etc etc) is moving along for him.
You now have the difficult task of laying low and giving yourself time to heal and recover. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Life sure can be a kick in the pants sometimes.

Nancy said...

Oh, so glad to hear from you! I have been worried, but am relieved to hear you are ok. Take care of yourself.🖤
"If Winter is here, can Spring be far behind.."

NMK said...

I am so sorry to hear all about the pain and suffering you have dealing with ....will keep you in my thoughts and prayers that you will feel better ...take one day at a time

acorn hollow said...

I am so sorry you have been so sick and to worry about your son and his accident. A UTI throws me so I cannot imagine a bladder infection. I am so pleased you are now posting. And as far as I go, I will never be upset for lack of reply. Sending you healing energy.
Hugs
Cathy

yaya said...

Oh Robin! I'm so sorry to hear this. You really had a time of it. That was pretty serious and hopefully soon you'll be in a good spot and feeling your old self. The house stuff will wait. There's no decorating police that I know of! Just take the time to heal and really rest. I haven't blogged in so long myself and I have no excuse! So I'll get something out tonight before February ends Please take care and get well soon.

Betty said...

Welcome back! Please continue to rest and mend yourself. Nothing else really matters in the long run.

JustGail said...

I'm glad you are on the mend, slow as it may be. I hope your son didn't have any injuries.

Primitive Stars said...

Morning sweet Crow, I’m so so sorry about your bladder infection and all you went through but happy your on the mend… I have been thinking of you often, as I check to see if there is a new post from you and to my sadness nothing until now…. I sure hope your son is ok after the car accident, so very scary…. Please take care of yourself, lots of rest, feet up as the decorations can wait, you first… Sending lots of love and hugs,Francine.

Julia said...

No need to feel sorry for not looking at Blogger. I've been away too. Sometimes, life gets in the way. I wish you a speedy recovery and I'm glad that you are are now on the mend.

Thanks for letting us know what's going on in your life and I hope that spring comes knocking at your door very shortly. It's been a long winter.

Get all better. Sending big hugs.
Julia

Trace4J said...

So sorry to read this. Prayers for your healing and a big hug.